thinking thinking thinking ....

been seeing and hearing so much about being air stewardess. so much so that for the first time in my life, i actually say that i may consider air stewardess. unfortunately, nobody want a skinny girl. if kena air turbulence, i confirm fly to the other end of the airplane.

watching the rest of my ex classmates who are of same age as me graduating makes me feels a big ... soulful?

but honestly speaking, do i really want to work in the field i'm studying?

mum say i should stop thinking so much but ultimately i think i should list some things out so that my future wouldn't seem so mysterious.

really want to participate as roadshow promoters etc during holidays to each some quick bucks but each time they require portfolio. who will want to hire someone that wear specs ... i wish my mum let me wear makeup and contact lens....

thinking thinking thinking

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