Today is the 1st of November and I expecting to hear the bell chimes from the church nearby in less than 3 minutes.

You have no idea how I love to hear the sound of the bells ringing ever since I was young. However they have long cut down the duration of the bells' chiming.

What a pity.

Anyway I'm feeling a little pissed off now because of the photo shoots.

And the bells are ringing now.

!@#$!# Wha liao they cut the duration to super short liao. !@#!

Anyway sometimes it just so comforting to know that one of your friend/ course mate show so much of concern for you. It just left a fuzzy and warm feeling in your heart. Thanks C.

(:

it's 8:58 PM now

31/10

An overview for my weekend.

Friday
-Complete pavilion drawing and plot as pdf file.
-Work on my furniture cad drawings
-1 plan
-3 elevations [double check at blackboard]

Saturday
-CRS, sample 2
- Take photos ... who want to be my model?

There is more but that's all I can think of right now.

It feels weird to be blogginng...ma chiam talking to an empty space.

Bye ... time for shower

it's 3:05 AM now

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

30/10

I'm tired ... today I woke up feeling warm all over, I got a scare and thought that I am sick...luckily I'm not.

I have a lot of things to do, now is definitely not the time to fall sick.

Anyway one of my friend just wish me Happy Birthday and I'm shocked!!! I didn't realised m birthday is so close...guess I'm too busy. =X

Brother having field camp for 5 days =S

it's 10:26 PM now

29/10

I will rather stay in school.

I have new plan for Sat, I shall go to Jurong Regional Library at 9a.m and happily wait for it to open the stupid doors.

This time round, I will make sure that I get a seat!

Before that, I need to get a blue print of the library and the placing of the seats.

it's 5:13 AM now

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

28/10

I'm thankful for my parent's co=operation in the photo shoots.

Then again it's not the final version yet.

it's 5:34 AM now

Monday, October 27, 2008

27/10

I must be crazy now because I actually feels pretty happy that there will be school tomorrow. Yes, I know I sound crazy but the difference between staying at home and going to school is the amount of time available for relaxing.

Hmm, I will jia you, nothing can pull me down.

it's 6:50 AM now

27/10

I'm feeling so damn stress!!!

It's like so little time and SO many things.

One moment I'm sure of my capability and the next thing my confidence collapse.

=(

it's 1:52 AM now

Sunday, October 26, 2008

26/10

TIRED-OF-WORK Pictures, Images and Photos

I am tired.

=(

I don't know why other friends and classmates doesn't seem as stress as me.

=(

Anyway I have been listening to a few nice songs recently.

Guess I will post it up next time, in the meanwhile, I have to take care of myself. I can't afford to fall sick or anything.

Wish me all the best okay.

=(

it's 5:35 AM now

Friday, October 24, 2008

25/10

I am so pissed off with Jurong Regional Library.

What's the point of occupying such a big space and provides so little table and chairs for people.

I am super pissed off!!!

My Saturday study plan is gone!!!

I AM SO DAMN ANGRY!!!

it's 7:39 PM now

24/11

I get all emo when the assignments keep coming in by large amount.

My drive is not there at ... as such I intend to go JE library tomorrow and draw finish all my sketches. Why library? The reason is that I need to plug in my charger for my laptop so that I why not be deprive of songs.

I want a mp3 badly :(

Haiz, at least I think I will be able to focus more at the library.

You know how much is the workload or not, it's only the second week. Today during the gems lesson, the teacher was saying it's only the 2nd week, very free on la, go take a walk at Sungei Buloh.

Wth, I was mumbling to myself when she said that.

No lor, 2nd week only and the workload is like ... wth.

Ok, at least we are finally going into Interior designs and not fine arts.

I can do it but I lack the drive and motivation ...

I do have one goal, but it seems pretty far away.

I shall stop here adruptly and start researching for my sketches.

---

Update*

I feel so helpless ... So many sketches

I'm having mental blockage.

The devil in me is overruling the angel!

it's 4:12 AM now

Thursday, October 23, 2008

23/10

For CADP, my class have a new teacher whose name is unique and as such I forget how to spell it.

The moment he stepped into the class, my first thought is damn, this teacher is really handsome and I mean REALLY handsome.

After much analysis, I realize that he looks a little like Ekin Cheng just that our teacher is not that thin.

In addition, he's married judging from the ring he wore and he wore a BIG watch that's just so manly.

HaHa. Hmm, but well I think he's only 178cm because I was looking at him directly when we were talking and the height is around there.

Nope, don't worry I'm not going into lala land while thinking about this teacher. I still got loads of work to do.

Hmm, yup, I have to complete them despite feeling dreadful about it.

it's 4:12 AM now

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

22/10

As school ends early today at 12 p.m, I decide to blog a post.

Judging from the previous few posts, you will notice the terrible mood swings that I'm having.

1 moment I can be all smiling an that next moment I will be frowning.

Then again, it's always because of the stress I put on myself or the people around me or the work assign by tutors.

One more thing, about the previous post please do not mistake it. I'm not attached.

Anyway it's hard to find the one and with the work piling up from school, the future boyfriend may end up as my fa xie tong >.<

I'm feeling so tired. Have been pushing myself really hard, restraining from any unnecessary distractions.

You know sometimes people will encourage you and so on, but you don't feel anything. Sometimes you just wish that it from someone much more special. A closer friend or someone you have not been in contact for a long time.

Anyway my birthday is coming up in 2 weeks time and it lands on a Saturday

Haha I still remember last year birthday was the most memorable. So many wishes and I happen to have my pw presentation on that day.

This year, how will it be ... I don't know.

Doesn't really matters?

Who will be there to help me make it an even more memorable one compare to last year.

I miss you guys

:(

it's 11:50 PM now

21/10

I hate you and for that I hate myself but not knowing what the hell am i feeling!

it's 3:05 AM now

Saturday, October 18, 2008

18/10

I'm not having doubts about myself.

It's just that I am being so grumpy these whole week with lots of frustrations as well. Maybe it's the problem with period.I don't know.

I don't feel like smiling.

I'm sure all of you don't like to be shout at by people, especially your friends. Even though they are your friends or they don't mean it but it still piss me off and hurts a little.

In the first place if you don't mean it that means you wouldn't be shouting. Enough excuse about being joking.

HELLO, shouting is in no way related to joking. I don't shout at my friends. Nope, I don't, not even if I am angry!

Fuck you, I'm also a human and I have feelings. Don't you tell me that you like having people shouting in your face because if you like then tell me and I will shout at you everyday!

Another incident happens in the studio. If you don't mean to say it then don't even joke about it if you know that after that you have to apologies. Even though I didn't quite catch what you said but it's definitely something unpleasant.

I know my face turn black easily and it's so difficult having to keep smiling and pretend that everything is alright and I'm not hurt by the comments.

I don't want to be the happy-go-lucky, crazy loud girl to be that close with you guys. It's tiring!

The worse of all is that I can't find anyone that I can turn to for a pair of listening ears.

No one to talk to ...

it's 12:18 AM now

Thursday, October 9, 2008

9/10

A new semester is officially starting on new Monday.

How do I feel?

What do you think. HaHa

I think most important of all is not to start feeling nervous or else the feeling will never go away until school starts. Anyway I have a new module for this semester.

In another words, meeting and interacting with new people.
Gosh>.<

Well this semester I have got to work harder. Darn my previous GPA was only 3.2 something.

I really really have to put in more effort and when school starts, I got to lock this laptop away. It's getting in my way! Hmm ... work harder, I shall become the most hardworking student in the whole cohort and also the good student that all teachers will like.

Not only that I must do my work as soon as I got it.

No procrastination. Not gossiping. No slacking.

I shall be less bitchy and loud. Yes, I think you wouldn't believe that I just said that. HaHa. All in all, try to build more rapport with my classmates and try to help out more.

WORK HARD

!!!!

it's 7:45 AM now

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I editied this post leaving only the picture because of a reason.

nvm

it's 4:21 AM now

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

7/10

A puzzle a day keeps your mind goinG

Whee ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ !

Guess what?!

I brought a Sudoku and Word Search books for myself!
HaHa, I'm so happy.
Anyway I brought it at Malaysia-City Plaze's Popular.
Both cost RM4.90.
(:
I really love this two book.
You never know, maybe the next time you see a girl behind a Sudoku/Word Search book, it will be me!

(:

it's 8:08 AM now

Thursday, October 2, 2008

New blog

A new blog symbolize a new chapter of life.

It also symbolizes a move on from the past.

it's 7:01 AM now