do i change specs for the sake of changing?

making a specs first then contact lens will cost me around 500 bucks to 600 bucks which is around 3/4 of last month salary and since school is going to start soon, my salary will definitely drop to very little since i will only be able to work on weekends only.

you know what, my life doesn't revolves around work and i hate it when it does.

i hate it when people want me to put in more effort for it. alright don't judge me for that alright, because if it's a job that i really love, i'm more than willingly to put in the extra effort, the extra ounce here and there.

initially i was still alright but nowadays the attitude of 'fellow' people really put me off. their heck care attitude and eat snake habit is getting on my nerves. the arrogant air about them.

sometimes i just feel like kicking them in their ass.

anyway i think i have change to be 50 percent introvert and 50 percent extrovert.
half of the time time i'm very talkative with my friends and very very noisy, but half of the time i'm quiet and keep to myself. i guess it really depends on who i'm with.

after all, i am but a reflection of who i am and where i am. don't you agree?

anyway just register for my gems today at 10a.m. i feel like a typical singaporean sitting early in front of the laptop waiting for the time to ticks by and when the second jump and it reach 10. i quickly click on what i want.

and damn, i got a thursday time slot which is so wtf. it starts at 8 and end at 10 but my next lesson is at 1!!! like seriously, i'm wasting that 3 hours for god sake.

alright i'm just typing all my thoughts into one long post after not blogging for one month plus.

anyway i ought to be sleeping now, there's still work. damn.

and if you notice, i have been using more vulgar language. gosh i have really change, i'm showing more of my darker side? haha makes me sound evil.

anyway going to coax after work tomorrow to get a pair of short for 6 bucks. hopefully there's still my size because the other day when i went with my friend, they only have L size and after i zip it, i can still pull it off without unzip it -.-

and we had fun trying out the clothes that day, it's not easy to find friend who would want to try clothes and have fun. haha i try quite a number of dress, long one short one. haha dress are my favourite but it's hard to find one that can compliment my height and frame and cover my flaws at the same time.

hopefully i can get my hand on one of the short, i seriously lack shorts like that, the only type i have is those pe shorts like.

haiz i will be seeing the bartender tomorrow. i don't know why but his presence really makes me uncomfortable. haha i don't like to see him and i don't think he likes to see me either. our body language portray our feelings toward each other.

thinking of taking 3 off days next week, or should i take 4. but i hate it went the manager will be saying stuffs like why and must you take it ... let me make this clear, my life doesn't revolve around work and school is starting, it's time to get a good break before chionging again.... sleepless night. haiz

haiz the best thing is this job doesn't pay much in comparison to the hours and the fact that it's really tiring. what can i expect from it, it's not desk job.

i'm yawning now. tired. because of the stupid gems registration, i have to wake up so early.

alright anything else i need to blog about? hmm ... not at the moment.

oh and i'm glad i need not be the host tomorrow. it's so boring standing in front. but it's nice to see the friendly security guards, cleaners and aircon technician. sometimes i really prefer smiling to them than those passer by.

ok i'm off to fold the clothes now before sleeping. yawn! got to wake up at 7.30 for the next 3 days. at least i get another day off on sunday. but that's because i need to go malaysia. let's just hope that there isn't any change to the plan?

good night everyone, sweet dreams.

it's 7:29 AM now