didn't have a good night sleep. woke up thrice in total and each time i still remember what happened yesterday.

and i have finally learnt a lesson in a hard way. from today onwards, I will not longer care so much, fret so much, worry so much, think so much for things or people who simply does not deserve such attention from me.

like what she said, she will rather see me angry then see jm angry. why? am i really that easy. sometimes when somebody doesn't blew the top doesn't means they wouldn't. i have never blew my top yet in school because i know i still have a few more months left to graduation and i don't want to create a mess because if i ever ever blew my top, things will never be the same.

ultimately mum's right, they will just be another passerby in my life after graduation. after all they always become passerby during holidays...

it's 9:51 PM now