i know i said something about not writing any resolutions because i will properly just chuck it aside but i guess that there is something i really need to work on.

self image/self esteem

people always want my height and i always wish i was 169.

people want's my frame but i wish i have more meat on my arms.

over the years i am trying my best to block those negative thoughts but i guess that it's time to embrace my body image instead of just blocking those thoughts.

i still feel very sore...having someone listing out your flaws to a group of people you barely know. i guess this should motivate me to exercise harder, stay away from overnight, drink more water! and many more.

i still hate that i can't wear high heels out without successfully looking like a bamboo pole. fine then, i shall stick to flats. and they must be those pointy kind, i hate those rounded front...i just feel like a kid when i wear those =X

and yes i hate to admit it but it's time i chop of my long hair...not till a short haircut but to something medium length. omg do i really want to do that??? haiz shall see now.

i agree with what she wrote on her blog, 'After which, my sister and I changed into bikini, I know we are very skinny. I hate people telling me this over and over again, it's the same as telling an obese person, "You're fat.", it's very bad right? Think before you say anything =.='

i totally agree with that. despite of that i'm really not angry with my friend for saying that because i always let people who said it the first time pass. mention it more than once and you are really on the verge of crossing the line.

it's 10:16 PM now