i have to be glad that mum is in a good mood today. flared up at her just now. ya i know i'm definitely not a filial daughter.

anyway while eating my dinner, i told her...i don't want to be an interior designer in the future because i really think i am not cut out for it. design is something that requires a person to have a minimal and basic creativity. sometime one should have the moment they wake up to the new world. and...i am not going to uni. i'm not going to slog my life for another few more years studying.

i'm feeling at peace now. after the flare up and after telling mum about my future. right now i may not be clear of my future but one thing for sure is that i will continue to work hard for this 1 plus year and give my best shot.

family is really my support. friends play a part too.

thank u

it's 4:43 AM now