smile is something u don't get to see on my face nowadays.


sometimes maybe what i need is just some encouragement ...

everything i do seems to be wrong. this cannot that cannot. it's so screw up. someone please light up my day. please. pull me back up from hell to where i belong...earth.

i got no where to turn to, i can't tell my gfs because they will probably think i am emoing again but this time round, i really need help.

i haven't feel true joy for a long time.


do i have to reach the limit and burst out crying each time in order to get more comfort ... that's so tiring.

it's 3:45 AM now