Today is the submission day and also the day that I really cry my heart out. I guess my sister was really shock by me.

Don't ask me regarding this matter. I will tell if I want or when I want. Right now I just want to say that life is so ...

I admit I really want to find someone to talk to but ... how should i start it. The people that I can talk to is either family, school clique or jc friends.

Family is out and school clique is out.

JC friend? I'm sorry if I offend you but seriously they do not know what I'm going through now. Even students of SP will not understand if they are not from Interior Design or other Design course. That is why sometimes I feel very lonely. I have no one to talk to, one who will really understands. It's ok, it doesn't mean that I want you guys to talk to me all of a sudden...right now I just want to finish everything and start working. The materials cost me a bomb.

it's 10:11 PM now