Today after CRS, I went down with my friends to my future workplace. Well i turn out that I will be starting work tomorrow >.< class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">February, I will give up on him because it seems like he already like someone? But somehow he always seems to hook up eye contact with me? I don't know and I just pour all my uncertainties to her and she just told me one simple thing that makes me smile.

She told me not to let go so easily, at least even if I am to let go, at least tell him I like him. Somehow it seems so true that I should not give up so easily. Even in the end if he really does have another person in mind, at least I know that I once have the hope that the person is me.

I am just glad that he is going for the BBQ as well. I am really happy about it.

(:

it's 4:52 AM now