I guess I'm not mentally prepared in receiving such news but oh well

What is life without hope and dreams.
Without hope and dreams life will be oh so boring.

But then again, knowing that your hope is crash does makes me feel ???

I told myself that I will let it all go by the end of February. Why? Because after that it will be a long holiday of 7 weeks whereby I will be working (:

Should be able to earn enough during this period and pay for my second year semester 1 fees.

At the same time, I can use this time to think about any thing and every thing except ___.

(:

it's 11:23 PM now