my heart feels so heavy, i never know that i can fall so easily from a happy person to a emoing person whose smile is strip off from the face. a small amount of the unhappiness comes from the stress that i am undergoing. the rest of it comes from a person.

i know i should stop this kind of feeling right now because this kind of feeling is rendering me useless.

i'm sad that sh will not be able to go the meeting tomorrow because she's a good listener and right now i really need someone like her. haiz. i don't know. i am still thinking whether i should go or not especially when sh is not there to jokes around.

right now i just want to be alone and walk slowly along the street with the wind blowing gently through my hair.

i know that tomorrow i will definitely be going out to the bank.
i also know that i will be going out to bugis to exchange the black clothe for the white one, plus to buy a belt and a pretty necklace plus a pair of flats that i can wear to school everyday.
the outing is the one i'm unsure of, i never feel so not hype up for reco outing, haiz, something is seriously wrong.



anyway i had my group crs presentation today. it didn't went very well and all but at least it's still alright but i'm really pissed off by a classmate whom i regard as friend. SHE'S A ------- BITCH, AN ------- WHO TRIED TO TAKE PHOTO OF K AND ME. luckily i saw what she's going to do and my quick thinking got me shifting away from K. otherwise i bet she will be using the photo and spread rumours. that bitch!!!!!!!!!!!


and for one of my module right, we had a change of lecturer and i tell you, it's like hell. too bad i can't skip any more class for this modules .

it's 5:12 AM now