Sometimes I really wonder who are the true friends around me.

Is it the one that were once best of friends but no longer kept in contact.

Is it the one that's with you almost half of your day every week because we happens to be in the same course?

Is it the one that shoot at you occasionally but become especially nice to you on some special day.

Is it the one that you seldom keep in contact but occasionally still chat.

Is it the one that's always encouraging you and cheer you up.

Is it the one that's just around you but never say anything.

I'm not really happy.

I am just living on each day and struggle not to tear when I'm hurt.

Now I know, I'm still so fragile deep down in my heart.

I will pull through, it's okay.

it's 12:10 AM now