I'm not emo-ing, I am just stating the facts.

When I keep quiet and not crack jokes, they say I am emo.

When I am cracking jokes and talking crap, they say I am high.

When they are low and I am high, they give me faces.

When I do not want to talk they keep saying emo and I end up having to put on a big smile and say oh nothing, I am tired.

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They say they think that they are a little overboard in teasing me and all, I say it's okay and end up laughing away.

What do you expect me to say, oh yes, you guys are going overboard. STOP IT!

No, I can't say that, can I and then you guys just give me attitude again.

When you guys are stress by the projects, I'm the one that gets shouting, attitude and more shouting from you guys.

What do I do, I have to pretend happily smiling as though those actions have no impact on me.

When I am stress, what can I do?

YOU TELL ME!!!

I am a human too, you can't expect me to be smiling everyday ...







I realize that I need some time alone, away from the daily life and go to somewhere peaceful.







Damn, why am I the leader for the CRS group. Why!!!

I chase for days before I get the topic and now I have to chase again for the issue.

Tell ME WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL SO RESPONSIBLE TO THE PROJECT, WHY CAN'T I BE AS LAID BACK AS THE OTHERS. U TELL ME.

it's 8:47 PM now